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Journal Entry: Fri Jul 4, 2008, 1:16 AM
wow ok time for a super long but probably not long at all journal update YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY
anyway i think i got caught up on the 55 deviations and 33 messages. tell me if i missed anything because i did skip journals and some deviations by people that watch me and never even comment on my journals because thats just. stupid. anyway. im feeling really refreshed ever since oekakiart came back online and i cant wait for the oekaki feature to function correctly.
between us the artists are getting shittier as it becomes more and more mainstream. not like im one to talk but lets not go into that. theres a lot of great people i met on OA and im really glad to have met them. its really fun talking to a lot of them yay.
oh and if you end up joining post your screen name in this journal or anywhere i can find it so we can talk and shit.
oh i finally got into gackt. bet you guys didnt see that one coming. i have almost all of his songs thanks to two special kids on OA; 96 songs=7.2 hours of gackt goodness. I also finally found a downloadable PV of Vanilla which is the best fucking song ever.
uh what else. besides OA i dont think that much is new.
oh im planning on quitting almost all other oekakis that I draw at so if im an admin in one of the oekakis you own please feel free to delete me/my admin powers. im getting really frustrated with a specific oekaki and idk i dont think i can keep my mouth shut. end of story; i dont like drama, lets try to keep it to a minimum so why not just quit?
anyway from now on you can find me either on LJ as 0nicorn, OekakiArt as Unicorn, and Tegakie as Unicorn.
UHM what else. Lol TL;DR am i right.
i dont think theres anything else new. Ill update i guess if something fucking important happens which probably wont.
probably wont come on DA as much anymore because its boring and i dont really have that many great friends on here. im not going to go into a baw-fest about all the specifics; i just dont like DA as much anymore.
time to update everything now; by the way happy fourth of july, all us americans
yay fucked up grammar

  • Mood: Remorse
  • Listening to: gackt
  • Playing: Final Fantasy VII

mmm

Journal Entry: Wed Jun 18, 2008, 11:17 PM
x0nicorn (11:22:55 PM): haha no I really am this cynical. I have no faith in humanity, but I have faith in other things so it's enough.
x0nicorn (11:23:10 PM): there's a balance
x0nicorn (11:23:17 PM): you have to be critical of the world
x0nicorn (11:23:20 PM): as much as you want
x0nicorn (11:23:26 PM): but you have to enjoy it just as much
x0nicorn (11:23:31 PM): it makes no sense
x0nicorn (11:23:40 PM): but once you try it and succeed
x0nicorn (11:23:45 PM): it's one of the best ways to live
x0nicorn (11:23:53 PM): you never stop laughing at how absurd the whole world is
x0nicorn (11:23:55 PM): society
x0nicorn (11:23:57 PM): religion
x0nicorn (11:24:03 PM): anarchy, democracy, politics
x0nicorn (11:24:10 PM): you realize there is nothing after death
x0nicorn (11:24:23 PM): you return to the soil that you once polluted
x0nicorn (11:24:26 PM): you live
x0nicorn (11:24:28 PM): have sex
x0nicorn (11:24:31 PM): have babies
x0nicorn (11:24:32 PM): eat
x0nicorn (11:24:34 PM): shit
x0nicorn (11:24:36 PM): piss
x0nicorn (11:24:37 PM): and die
x0nicorn (11:24:40 PM): that's life

  • Mood: Remorse
  • Listening to: Bryan Adams
  • Playing: Final Fantasy VII

RETOUR AU PAYS NATAL

Journal Entry: Thu May 1, 2008, 5:03 PM
At the end of the wee hours, the wind of long ago-of betrayed trusts, of uncertain evasive duty and that other dawn in Europe-arises...

To go away.
As there are hyena-men and panther-men, I would be a jew-man
a Kaffir-man
a Hindu-man-from-Calcutta
a Harlem-man-who-doesn't-vote

the famine man, the insult-man, the torture man you can grab anytime, beat up, kill-no joke, kill-without having to account to anyone, without have to make excuses to anyone
a jew-man
a pogrom-man
a puppy
a beggar
but can one kill Remorse, perfect as the stupefied face of an English lady discovering a Hottentot skull in her soup-tureen?

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  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: Yoko Shimomura